Ever feel like everything around you crumbles when you touch it? I'm falling in a black hole in a downward spiral. Nothing is how i want it, im not going anywhere, I seem to hurt everyone and everything that i love. I push people out of my life quicker than anyone i know.
I feel that i am the worst friend, and boyfriend that there is... Why do i always seem to self destruct.
Maybe its me. Here i go.
Everything is stagnant. Simplicity isn't cutting it.
