after all of that,

i can;t get through to you.  black friday and right now, a movie and i need to pass out.

song stuck in my head, well actually a few.

A kiss of shame temps me to question love.
Your sweet taste,
Kills all beauty.
Eyes of a goddess I fall prison to.
A heart of a fool, 
I've been cursed .

A goddess of love
She imprisons me

So take my, take my hand
I won't forget
Her skin is crawling with regret
The feeling of nothing
Is this all she ever wanted

Her dress flows red, shimmering.
Reflections of the damned
Cast upon walls.
They scream for salvation.

Breaking everything I seem to love 


If every star fell out of the sky tonight
Every wish I’d make would take me closer to you
Have you ever wanted something so bad it hurts?
To never wake from the world that you once knew

You said we'll meet where the dreams are made
So I'll climb in my battered ship and voyage to the ends of the earth
Closing my eyes and setting sail on the dark waves
We'll suck this dream world dry of every ounce of love that it's worth

I’ve fallen and I can’t get up, such intoxicating synergy
Flying to the highest mountains and swimming through the darkest deepest seas

I'll search for what mother nature finds most divine
Let’s get lost in this moment, I’ll do anything to make you mine
Inhaling each other’s ecstasies, admiring your God-given design
Together forever, finally our souls can intertwine




We'll wake the dead tonight to tell them all about the love we found
Sitting and listening to the dry bones crawl out of the ground
They'll dance till dusk with great bliss and celebration
And then they'll hide like the moon when it sees the sun

I’ll search for what mother nature finds most divine
Let’s get lost in this moment, I’ll do anything to make you mine
Inhaling each other’s ecstasies, admiring your God-given design
Together forever, finally our souls can intertwine

if this could happen, because i believe in fate.

If it is meant to be, then that's how it should be. maybe not now, maybe not tomorrw. but 5 years?    that's something worth questioning.

Fried Turkey Is done!

                  Thanks to my wonderful co-worker, she and her husband i am the proud participant in eating a fried Turkey for thanksgiving! The even better part of all of this is that not one person that we are having dinner with, have ever had a fried turkey!! Thank you for making it for me!! :)))

 And to everyone else,

 HAPPY THANKSGIVING!!! Gobble gobble!! Eat up!  Pic of the Fried Goodness!

Now onto Football, Let's Go Cowboys !

Enough is Enough

 It's like you both much talk to one another, because you both want to talk and cause so much drama! Jeesh, this is annoying!

 Backing up a little bit, I moved away from my fiance in Texas, and now she won't stop talking to me, granted i know she "loves" me or whatever it may be..Obsession ( Cough ) But now, this new girl that was in the picture has been getting into contact with My ex, and it's just causing so much crap. How stupid can someone be to talk to someone's ex right after they leave them. I seriously moved 1300 miles away and still can't shake the cancer. What must a guy do?

  I've got it. work and spend time with family, screw the bull shit. I've seriously outgrown it. I should write a book on the crazy events that have been happening, and shit I can I am to blame for most of it! I put myself in stupid situations, and for what? Nothing. That's right.



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Tomorrow is looking like it's going to be a good day, I am definitely hitting up the beach, it's supposed to be in the 80's.

I need to get these

Shit is wack!

   Today  was a great day at work, the last 20 minutes i was there i had a 500.00 sale! Made my sales go up to 1350 for the day. All in all was a good day. Now i'm off for two days and trying to plan out what I am going to do. Maybe hangout with some people I haven't seen in awhile. Who knows!


 ON to have some Chocolate cake, and finishing up watching Family guy.

And for all this nonsense that has happened to me, why would you even want to say "I miss your company". I think that's far gone.

Good combination :)